Waiting for the last

Right now, I'm waiting for my last paper for my final examination. Most of my friends are at their home right now. but well, nothing to envy bout coz if i have my holiday, i don't think i know what will I do then. I'm very good at cutting down my holidays. It has been three years and I never have a 'complete' set of holiday which is 7 weeks. my longest holiday in my life in UTP is only one month. started when i was in the first semester of foundation studies... gosh... and this semester, I'm not gonna have my holiday coz I have PHP web building training by MDeC for three weeks, continue with SIFE National training until middle of July. Then Continue with my hectic life of studying (study+dying) and have no more holidays coz I have my internship this DECEMBER! and I haven't done any research about the company I want to join and it is a bad step!!!
Well, I'm use to have short holiday. the longest I had was last year and i almost died because I didn't know what should I do in my house since there was no one there except me. Well, may be it is good for me to stay without holiday coz I'm not a person who can live without doing anything.
Tomorrow, 31 May, I'll start my revision for my last paper which will be on 3rd June. Wish me luck for my last paper and have a nice holiday guys. Adios...

Hujan

Hari ni baru balik dari KL. Pukul 9 bertolak dr SEntral, and smapai kul 12 camtu la kat Ipoh. Balik UTP, letak beg, buka fb, reply segala jadah ape, pergi swimming pool. Suke sgt pegi swimming2 nie... dlm kul 3 camtu la blah g swimming pool. Ingatkan sorang2 je boleh mandi ptg ni, last2 ada gak la mamat mana ntah datang and mandi gak... ceh, xleh nak buat aksi2 air yg slalu aku buat... lama menyelam2 (bukan berenang, ok) mamat sekor nie dah bosan kot... ala beginner, baru nak belajar berenang. foundy kot... dia pon kuar la dr pool. aq masih nak buat gaya 360 tapi ada plak mamat sorang lagi nie datang... musnah harapan nak buat macam2 gaya.. last2, menyelam la sampai habis... air pool xbergerak, pekerja xde.

Bile azan jer kat masjid, aku kuar la dari pool. tengok langit gelap semacam jer. aiseh... nak ujan ke? last2 masuk masjid tu, dah lupa dah pasal ujan. Masa tgh solat tue... bunyi je hujan jatuh menimpa2... alahai.. hujan la plak... kena redah la nie... so lepas solat tu, aku redah je hujan tu... best gak main2 hujan nie. Lenggang je jalan kaki balik bilik... for sure basahlah baju seluar aku.

Kenkadang aku terfikir jugak la... nape bile kita dah tue2 nie, kita takut gile dgn hujan. Tapi, kalo masa kecik2 dulu suke je main2 hujan kan? Ingat dulu, masa kecik2... kalo hujan, macam nak g pesta la plak. Teruja giler... Arwah mak plak slalu je marah kalo pergi main hujan. tapi adaj ugak time2 mak bagi main hujan. apa lagi, aku dan abang aku pergi la main hujan kat luar. Spot slalu kuar main hujan masa tu kat masjid blakang umah kitorang. masa tu, masjid tinggi, atas bukit, so ada la tangga ala2 tangga batu caves tu... longkang pon best. bukan ada benda kotor pon. longkang buat salur air hujan jer... kitornag main2 smapai puas. kalo arwah mak tak bagi, pergi main jugak. Tapi, bile arwah xde la... kalo pergi jugak, mampos kena denda dgn mak aku... hehehe... tapi, kalo sempat, sembunyikan baju2 basah, pakai baju baru and buat2 dono cam tak pergi main hujan. kenkadang tu kantoi la jugak...

Serius, kalo kecik2 dulu kita suke je main hujan. tapi nape bile dah besar kite jadi takut nak main hujan?

p/s: Best tol kalo hujan, sejuk2 minum milo panas... pastu tido.. teringat dolu2... hak2..

best kan?

Biru

Retak
Warna biru itu semakin rapuh.
Aku masih belum bersedia

Kupandang kawanku
hijaunya sudah lama tiada
warna birunya pula rapuh
tapi masih di sana
berdiri

Resahku semakin reda
mengubati hati yang luka
menunggu masa sembuh semata-mata

kutahan biru itu
sehingga sampai masanya
ku ubah jalurnya
agar masih boleh bertahan
ke penghujung cerita

meskipun ada yang tidak
menyenanginya
apakan daya
jika tidak diubah jalurnya
mungkin akan terus retak
hancur tanpa aku menyedarinya

biru itu kupandang ke atas
jalurnya semakin besar
selari dengan masa

tanganku masih memegang
Penukul Binasa
tidak seerat dulu
ketika menghancurkan
hijauku
penuh linangan airmata

kutunggu masa itu
jika biru kawanku hancur sebelum aku,
akanku angkat Penukul Binasa
untuk menghancurkan jalur biruku

membesarlah kamu
wahai jalur biruku
kuwujudkanmu dalam senyuman mesra
kanku hilangkanmu dengan seadanya

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!

To all my beloved friends, scandals and all students in Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS,
GOOD LUCK FOR THE FINAL EXAM!!!




I WISH YOU THE BEST THAT YOU CAN PERFORM FOR YOUR PAPERS.
INSYA-ALLAH.

Happy Teacher's Day

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS. REGARDLESS WHERE YOU ARE AND WHAT ARE YOU TEACHING. ALL OF THEM ARE KNOWLEDGE.

TO MY HOMEROOM TEACHER, MISS NINI.

AND A SPECIAL WISH FOR A TEACHER WHO NEVER KNOW WHO I AM. MISS WEED.

Breaking the Wall

Breaking
Breaking
I'm breaking the wall.

I look
I stare to the
green white lines
There's too many dirt
than shining parts
I admit that
It was my false

Just for two years then
I saw something
that almost broke my heart
apart

I swing
I swing
I swing the hammer
to the wall
breaking the green white lines
aparts
turns them into dust
in my life

I have no regret to lose them all
As I know this life is done
maybe some day
I look back and give a sigh
to whatever I had done with my part

the wall keep growing
and growing
over and over

I have no fear
as I have the power
to make them disappear
it's just need to be geared

I'm done with my tears
I'm done with my pledge
I'm done with my regret
I'm done with everything

I see the blue white is clear
as it has a layer
to show how blue and white it is

I see orange is always full of tears
with some smiles and fears
whoever told what orange is
no one can remember

It has been a life time since here
rains and hot sun best friend forever
the green, blue, orange were so clear
now full of fear and tears

The green white is over
waiting for blue and orange to over
it's just the time who stop me
it's just the time who stop me
from swinging my hammer
to the glass wall in front of me.