I'm not strong.

When I say I can do it, I couldn't.
When I say I know it, I didn't.
When I say I'm happy, sometimes I wasn't.
When I say I don't care, I do.
When I say I'm Strong, I'm Weak.

I'm not that strong to take this life
I'm not that strong to face the risk
I'm not that strong to remain static
I'm not that strong to stand for my right
I'm not that strong to face the coming days
with regrets and shame.

Do not torture me with those eyes
with those face
with no smile
with no words
with no forgiveness.

Kill me on the spot if I'm just an eyesore.
Burn me to death if my existense is your bad luck
make me disappear from this world if you don't need me anymore.

Just one thing I want to request
forget me now and never regret.

A Long and Tiring Holiday

Operasi Pembersihan Rumah Hantu
*ni nama besar projek*

Cuti Semester July 2009 memang lama, panjang dan TIDAK BORING! Sebelum balik umah, kalo ada kawan2 yg online kt umah, sume ckp boring3... naik boring aq dgr. Sebagai mengambil pengajaran drpd kawan aq yg kamceng, x kamceng, Farahin, dgn mengisi masa cuti nyer dgn perkara2 berfaedah, aq pno mula la merancang projek2 untuk mengisi masa lapang aq... tak byk... sikit jer... hehe... ok la... ada untungnyer...

Projek 1: Drain in the House
Ini, projek yg dimasukkan selepas masalah rumah dikaji. Kalau rumah org lain banjir 1 rumah, rumah aq nie banjir kt bahagian dapur saja... huhu... maunye tak derita kene mop lantai masa hari2 hujan... kesimpulannya, bumbung kat dapur tu dah berlubang.. aq pon tak tau nape la boleh berlubang...
Sebagai solusinya, aq pon beli la plastik sampah, bukanye luas2, cantum2 dgn salotape n lekat dekat siling. People become creative when they are desperate. Aq setuju sgt dgn kata2 nie... sebab duit xde nak baiki bumbung, aq boleh reduce amount air dekat bahagian dapor jer... nak buat longkang pon dekat RM 800, apa lagi kalo baiki bumbung... huhu...

*gambar tidak available*

Projek 2: Deforestation
Haha... agak la... deforestation... siap bakar membakar lagi.... Disebabkan rumah tu dah ditinggalkan lebih dua tahun tanpa penyeliaan, maka rumah yg lama itu pon dipanjat oleh pokok2 yg suka memanjat. Tidak lupa juga kepada tumbuhan2 liar yg liar membiak... sedikit sebyk menyemak kat depan rumah tu. Dua minggu jugak la amik masa kemas kat depan rumah... ala... tu pon buat waktu petang jer... pagi2 malas sket... hehe... paham2 sudey...

ni masa tgh kemas

dah comel dah... kn??

ni hutan mini kt depan umah

skunk da jadi ladang pisang mini

ini bhn buangan

sudah hilang pon timbunan itu...

Projek 3: Ikat dan Celup
Masa dok UTP dgn Faizal G, ada la beli baju t-shirt putih kosong... ingtkn nk buat ikat n celup kt UTP, last2 buat kt umah... huhu... biar la... ok sket... ada la mende yg nk buat. Dau kaler yg buat ari tu. Warna biru n Warna biru+kuning. 2 hari jer main mende nie... pastu pakai la baju tu... hehe...

Projek 4: Asyura
Ni projek yg bukan aq buat sendiri. kebetulan ada org buat bubur Asyura kat masjid kg aq... so apa lagi, Join la... dari dudok terperap kat umah tak bercampur dgn masyarakat. Ok la... best gak la kacau2 bubur nie.. aq lebih assume makanan nie sebagai kuih daripada bubur. sebab last2 dia jadi keras, tak cm bubur la...

some shot kt tempat buat makanan nie... aq dah ckp panjang kt posting asyura

Projek 5: Transform My Gate
Ni la pintu pagar yg kalo dikunci pon tetap boleh dibolosi dari mana2 pon.. huhu... Pintu pagar ni dah tak ber cat baru. Adalah dalam kat2 20 tahun tak bercat... ke pernah cat masa aq kecik2... haha.... ok fine, 15 tahun tak bercat baru. rumah cat baru, tu pon dlm 14 tahun yg lalu.. haha... meh tgok gambar sikit...
5 projek dalam masa sebulan kat umah tue.... tapi ada lagi la mende2 yg dibuat... xingt la plak... ada shot2 yg mungkin dpt concern org ramai....

tiang kat umah tu dah bengkok dah, zink pon dah tercabut....

rumah ni tunggu masa je nak roboh...

Sebagai rakyat Malaysia yang sejati, kene la naikkan Jalur Gemilang kat rumah, betul x???
MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!

LOVE

This post is not about love anymore... This is a song that just cross my mind... Well, i really love the song and sometimes it makes me smile by myself... hehe.. I'm not mentally disorder ok?? Just smile. ^_^

Words by Milt Gabler and Music by Bert Kaempfert

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you



L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it

Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you

source : http://www.lyrics007.com/Frank%20Sinatra%20Lyrics/L-O-V-E%20Lyrics.html

It's LIFE

I just wanna see
my dream come true

I wanna see my mum
I wanna see my dad
I wanna see them here
I wanna see them right now

I wanna see you in front of me
I wanna see smile from you
I wanna see you talk to me

I want to hug you
to leave every burdens behind
to let me breathe a new life
and we can held each other
all night

I just wanna see
my dreams come true.

THE FANDOM OF OPERATOR by ROBERT RANKIN

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