I don't troll people. Not my level.

I've been in this situation many times.

Today is Wednesday. I want to go somewhere. But the sky was so dark. You can predict anytime, it will be raining soon. I disappoint and let go my wish. However, I know if I predict something to happen, the other way around will happen. Thus, I just said it is gonna rain soon.

Later, the sky is bright and the sunset is so beautiful.
I forget my wish, but I keep the rain away for this evening, I believe.

Am I trolling God?
Problem?
I just could smile for it.
:D

Like an alien

*picture fromhttp://business.transworld.net/files/2008/06/19/awprofile.jpg

Stranded on a land of nowhere
I'm the only one who is different
I have no common on this land
no matter what I do
I'm not one of them

I can see some little Angels
I see lots of Devils
I see a few called Friends
I see lots of Backstabbers
I see most Bloodsuckers
I see so many Beasts

Red strings wrapped my heart
tied to the Angels
tied to the Devils
torturing me inside out
I have no guidance now
and I will DIE!

I am like an alien
on this land
I've lost my space ship
I've lost my homeland
Extending my lungs
to this polluted air
I'm suffering
I'm choking

Just let me go away
from this filthy world
don't hold me on
let me find my own path
of afterlife

terribly ruined
my body can't stand it
my heart is damaging
my brain is destroying
I'm an alien

If I'm losing my life
no one will know I will die
they never know who I am
I have no life to give to them
The land is full of darkness
there is no lights of kindness
everyone is happy
as long as the hatred died
and disappeared.

I am like an alien
on this land
I've lost my space ship
I've lost my homeland
Extending my lungs
to this polluted air
I'm suffering
I'm choking

I am like an alien
on this land
I've lost my space ship
I've lost my homeland
Extending my lungs
to this polluted air
I'm suffering
I'm choking

And I'm dying....
dying....
dying....
dying....

A week of working life

Hi there! It has been a week I didn't update my blog. pretty busy. and no Internet too.. I almost die of not having Internet.
Well, regarding the title, It's not really a week. Just a few days of working time. I'm in PETLIN (M) SDN BHD. About my work, let keep it a secret. I just don't like to mention my work here. May be I'll talk bout my life in Paka, Terengganu.

Just one thing I'm sure.

God, I don't know I should thank You or doubt You. Most of my wishes turned completely different. Your Plan is always unexpected. Help me to go through this 10 months with no problem.
The more you tried to run away, the more it come closer to you.
To what extend this statement is valid in my life? I leave everything to You.

Irony: The Sunny Rain

It was raining outside, under a blazing sun.