Dentist and me

Yesterday i went to see the dentist.

Need to cover some holes in my teeth.

Went to see him, have a nice conversation, he fixed the holes.

At night I suffered the pain. Slept at 4am.

Woke up with no pain, then it started again at my work place.

Went to see the dentist.

She make another holes at another teeth. Fine. Paid 80 ringgit.

If the pain still there tomorrow,

Think not going to work again.. huhu... T_T

I regret I went to see the dentist.

Jangan angkuh dengan Tuhan

Tuhan itu adil. Kita yang bersalah.

Kisah Bulan Mei

Cuti
Dah 6 bulan practical. Lama. Bulan April berlalu tanpa cuti. Tak sempat nak bercuti. Cuba nak cari cuti di awal Mei. Tapi, masih lagi mencari-cari cuti. Cuti itu ada. Cuma tidak kesempatan untuk diambil. Mei ini ada 2 hari cuti umum. Satu di awal, satu di tengah. Minggu depan bakal ada satu lagi cuti.

Kerja
Kerja memang kerja. Tapi orang barat kata, "What a practical student can do?" tak banyak boleh contribute. Hanya mampu lakukan apa yang termampu. Permit, permission, itu kerja mereka yang berpengalaman. Diri ini? Hanya boleh meleraikan persefahaman sahaja. Komputer bimbit itu dibuka. Kadang kala tidak tersentuh lantaran terlalu banyak hal di luar.

Kenangan
Siapa kata Mei ini tidak menyimpan kenangan? Sama ada Barat, mahupun Timur. Di Barat, mereka ditakutkan dengan Friday the 13th. Di Malaysia pula ditakutkan dengan peristiwa 13 mei 1969. Saya? Tidak punya kenangan istimewa.

Kahwin
My cousin baru saja melangsungkan pernikahan. Simple, and the most important, economic. Tak banyak belanja. Alhamdulillah. Moga Bahagia sampai ke akhir hayat. Balik dari KL, my friend buat prank nak kahwin. Shock but me, I always prepare for the worst. Marah bila tahu dia tipu. She called and message me for the wrong week. Kebetulan minggu tu sibuk di luar department. Telefon tertinggal dalam jaket. Laptop tidak dihiraukan.

Me?
Bulan Mei bulan jadi childish. Most of the week terlalu childish. Stress tidak menentu, tidak tahu menangani stress. Mungkin perlu lebih banyak membuka Kitab Tuhan.

You and Me

We're never talked
nor look at each other
You are a bright star
which shine with glory

I just walked the pace on my own
to see if i can see my own light
I'm just a glowing insect
at the riverside

looking to your light makes me smile
when your light sparkle, I'm happy
because you make my day
and so do other stars' shines

I wanna fly
to be a bright star
like you on the sky.
lighten the night
but i just a small light
it's a big difference
you and me

When I was green with envy
I just could see you from distant
Watching you
glowing
admiring you
if i could reach such bright star

when i see you again,
what i wanna see
a bright star upon my eyes
which i admired
which i miss

I'll wait for you
wait for you
to glow your light
and i keep this between
you and me

Hold Me Up

The sun is rising
waking me from my bed
I see you from distant

You are sleeping soundly
with your blanket on
Waiting you to waking

Hold me up
Hold me up
with Your Chain

I just need a hug
I just need a touch
from you
to drive my tears away
and make calm me down

We used to be so close
We used to be so nice
And I would say it was the best time
in my life
but I'll never have it again
for now

I'll remember the last dinner we had
I'll remember the last smile we had
I'll remember the last time of our life

Hold me up
Hold me up
from hurting you
again
let me fly
let me fly
away from our world

I'll never hate you
because I'll love you
forever.

Raymond Abdul