Last Friday Night

Last night, I laughed too loud until I forget my tears the night before.
Thanx for cheering my night.

Nomad

Sejak habis intern, badan asyik sakit-sakit. tekak selalu serak2 basah ala-ala rani mukherjee.

Paka-KL-Kota Bharu-KL-Subang Jaya-Paka-UTP-Subang Jaya-Kelantan.

Jauh berjalan. Dari Paka, turun KL semata-mata nak tengok presentation dari BEEPers kat Chartis Competition. Alhamdulillah.. not bad. team lain pun tak prepare sangat. Nak lawan UMT, UMS tu, jauh la sikit. Lagipun yang present tak sempat nak prepare jadi presenters. Nak cari Fakulti Ekonomi dalam UM tu pun tak teruk. Nasib baik ada pakcik teksi yang baik hati. Dia panggil kita 'Cikgu' sebab pakai necktie and blazer. Lawak jugak pakcik tu. Lepas habis chartis. gembira jugak la sebab dapat jumpa BEEPers baru macam Sarah, Nami, Chiko, Belon. and tak lupa Petra, Shidi, Fariz, Tasnim and mak ayam Pika.. hahaha...
Habis je Chartis, berkejar ke stesen putra. nasib baik ada tiket pergi Kelantan. Lambat. Tiket pukul 10 malam. Tgok jam pukul 6. Lepak KFC. Lahap ayam Snack Plate 2 ketul. Tak kenyang. Perut setan betul. Jalan-jalan dekat The Mall, jumpa surau. Solat dulu. Tengok jam ada sejam lagi. Boring. pergi lepak McD. boleh la buka fb, layan sume yg dikomen, like apa yg suka, stalk mana-mana yang nak stalk. Biasa, hidup bersama facebook wajib stalk orang. Siapa? Siti Nurhaliza cakap Biarlah Rahsia. 930 malam baru chow. Tengok PWTC. Tiga hari lagi kena datang sini. Sangap nak tengok team Nasional. Bas lewat 30 minit. Stesen Putra tu memang meriah bila bas sampai. Mat-mat/minah-minah salahe mati kutu nak naik bas mana. Mau kena tanya org dia beli tiket nak naik bas mana. Announcement pun dalam bahasa Melayu. Mana la diorang nak faham. Tak pe. Tunggu bas. Tunggu bas, naik Transnasional. Boleh tahan. sempit la sikit. Biasa la. maximize profit.
Sampai KB je, cari tempat nak mandi. ada lodge. Lepak sejam. Sejam lagi pergi makan. Jumpa jugak Nasi Tumpang. Beli sempat, makan tak pulak sempat. Ambil teksi haram aka prebet sapu pergi cari tempat canting batik tepi pantai. mati kutu cari. nasib baik pakcik tu tahu nak cari kat mana. Jumpa satu. Macam CEO nak. Tapi HSE kureng. Kemalangan/near miss bila-bila masa boleh jadi. Lepak KFC tunggu semua orang dari Paka sampai. Nampak-nampak dah sampai lama dah. Letih je duduk depan hotel tunggu sambil dengar radio Klasik Nasional. Petang buat fieldtrip balik. Kak Ila berkenan, Kak Su tak berapa berkenan. HSE Kureng. Melilau nak cari tempat lain. Letih. Balik bilik, tido atas lantai. Malas nak berhimpit atas katil.
Hari kedua pergi breakfast dekat Pasar Siti Khatijah. Ingat boleh jumpa cikgu. Last-last, beli nasi tumpang, makan nasi dagang, dengan sate perut percik. Puhh... meleleh wa cakap lu.. Masa puasa nie la nak cakap pasal makanan. Balik hotel, prepare untuk sukaneka. Petang je, jadi host. Aku pun pelik. dengar nada masa hosting tu rasa macam orang jual barang dekat wakaf che yeh. Habis event, kita tolong akak cleaner bersihkan tempat. takbaik taw tinggal macam tu jer.. kesian akak tu. Malam tu budak2 pompuan nak pergi wakaf kb mall, wakaf che yeh. Rasa malas. tapi pergi jugak. Ok la. not bad sebenarnya.
Hari Sabtu bawak group pergi jalan-jalan tengok kilang budu. this time naik kete company. Bas boleh dikatakan CILAHANAT. sangat-sangat. Kali nie pakcik tu bawak pergi tempat mereka gaul ikan bilis dengan budu. Best giler. depan mata. Balik kilang budu, budak2 muntah la pulak.. cancel pergi tempat canting batik dengan tempat buat serunding. Masa Bekwoh besar, semua berjalan lancar. Malam borak dengan encik Hafiz sambil makan KFC. gelak punya kuat sampai tertidor atas katil. Malu pulak dengan Encik Hafiz. :P
Bangun pagi, dah lewat. Nasib baik tiket dah beli semalam. Layan. Amik teksi, terus pergi Tesco. Bas Sani Express cakap elok. Skali. Amik Kau! CCTV dia menangis atas bahu aku. Pergi adu kat driver. dia cakap amik plastik, ikat. tadah. Sapai KL, pergi PWTC. SIFE UTP masuk Cerdik Publication League. Semua nak lari dari UTP. Takpe la. Malam lepak The Mall. Asyik-asyik The Mall. Tempat lain malas nak lepak..
First day presentation hari Isnin. Cuak. Tapi yakin presenters boleh buat. Masa present, slide tak dapat nak besarkan, Wire extension pendek sangat. Nasib Baik ada SIFE UPM. Boleh juga present. Video presentation tak ada masalah. Cuma yang part akhir yang problem. Patah hati. Harap dapat present balik masa semi final. Alhamdulillah dapat masuk semi final petang tu. Presentation was PERFECT! puas hati semua orang sampai judges dari Bank Negara pun sanggup keluar dewan semata-mata nak cakap dia ada soalan nak tanya tapi tak sempat. Even dia ada satu lagi presentation untuk semi final. Semua puas hati. Malam tu aku and Mira Gaga belanja diorang Pizza. Pizza je mampu. Balik hotel dah mabuk pizza cakap dengan budak UTM pun dah macam orang mabuk. Balik bilik lagi mabuk, lebih mabuk dari normal. hehehe...
Pagi Selasa berdebar. ALhamdulillah masuk final. top four macam tahun lepas jadi la kan? Presentation went well except masa TIEC participant tengah bercakap. orang audio PWTC tengah buat luahan rasa kat kawan dia. Sampai kawan dia yang jaga audio tu tak sedar apa yang berlaku kat luar. Second video interview takde masalah. tak taw plak semua orang tengok aku masa aku tengah berang kat audio man tu. Alhamdulillah menang jugak. jadi champion. Aku amik beg, blah balik Subang.
First day puasa pergi print report. last minit memang susah. Balik naik bas mini. Sekali ada awek freehair pakai baju bareback himpit aku. Adoyai~ nak cakap haven! bulan puasa. terpaksa la terseksa. nasib baik ada buku nak tahan. kalo tak, mati aku kena dakwa sexual harrassment bulan-bulan puasa nie. huhuhu. Buka puasa sorang-sorang. Standard. Makcik kerja. balik dekat masa berbuka. Of Course buka puasa tengah jalan. Aku faham. Tapi nasi jangan la masak sampai tiga cawan. aku makan secawan pun untuk dua kali makan. aku tak makan banyak bila puasa. cakap je nak makan banyak. Last-last, sikit jugak. Nafsu je tu. Second day puasa buka dekat The Mall. Sekali lagi. Kali nie tolong awek dari China melancong nak pergi K.Terengganu. Bawak pergi awek tu ke stesen, beli tiket, pergi KFC. Buka laptop, main internet. Leka. Nampak orang dah makan, baru buka puasa. Sampai pukul 9, pergi stesen putra. Bas sampai. Off to Paka.
Sampai Paka, tido. Bangun je, mandi, siap2, sewa keta. Keta Kelisa auto pun jadi. Aku nie jenis clumsy. Kalau drive kereta manual, asyik mati tengah jalan. Malas. Auto lagi best. Sampai company, jumpa semua orang dalam department. Suka. Rindu nak balik kerja. Rindu nak kerja sampai malam. Setel semua urusan, balik rumah sewa. Rindu rumah sewa. Petang tu beli ayam golek, makan ramai-ramai. 4 orang je ko ada masa tu. Ok la. Malam naik bas. Off to UTP, Perak.
Gosh. Arrived at Ipoh at 8am. We have to take bus to UTP and arrived here at 9am. A good man give us a lift. Then here I am. in IRC, doing nothing with some books of Software Engineering, Visual Basic programming and database and data mining. Pening hidup nomad nie.. hish!

I'll never ask you again

This is
the end line
I'll never ask you again

This is
the end line
for my never ending apologies

I'm tired of this life
I'm tired looking for you
I'm tired to see anything from you
I'm tired to relate my life with you
with you..
with you..

We used to smile together
and laugh with the joke together
but it all the past
I need to forget
I need to forget

Never mind
whatever answer
you put myself in the tears

never mind
whatever you think
'cos I'll never put
my head 'bout you again

This is the end to this story
This is the end of my journey
to talk bout this to you...

If you don't see me again
I hope you find your peace there
and I'm glad you like my absence
and it's my please to see be away

I'll never miss you
I'll never miss you

Hope we will never see each other again
even though we will bump to each other
sometimes
It's okay with me to make you a stranger
and to walk around didn't see you

and hope you
never come to my life
I'll run away as far away as I could
from your life

let me spread the wings
and fly away
at the blue sky
never see you again
is my last wish
in my life

I don't want you to love me
I don't want you to hate me
hope you will forget my name
and all we had together
and once I stepped out from here
You never know me was here

and please
let me have my own way
I tried many things to run from you

Because I know I'll hurt you
again

This is
the end line
I'll never ask you again

Lepaskan aku

Ku berlari ke pantai
agar bayu ketenangan
lembut membelai hatiku

Ku berlari
meninggalkan tasik pilu
yang penuh air mataku dahulu

Ku dendangkan satu irama
menari penuh riang
penuh dengan keceriaan

Namun hadirmu
bersama gendangmu
langkah tariku jadi
mengikutmu

Jangan
Jangan kau paksaku
menari mengikutmu
aku sudah keliru

Jangan
Jangan kau bawa aku
ke teluk rindu
menangisi embun sayu
yang lalu

tariku tarian maafku
kepada dirimu
cuba lari dari mu
aku tak benci padamu

mengapa kita berjumpa lagi?
mengapa kita bergendang menari?
Genta hatiku berbunyi
memberi amaran
akan ada air mata nanti

Wahai Tuhan yang Satu
aku pinta pada-Mu
Jangan bawaku
kembali ke tasik pilu

Ku berserah kepada-Mu
pasrah dalam hati
pentas pantai ini
tiada awan benci

Biar aku terus merantau
mencari satu ketenangan
disebalik tabir kehidupan

Lepaskan aku dari rindu
satu rindu yang lalu
aku tak mahu lagi
menangisi diriku

Wahai Tuhan yang Satu
aku pinta pada-Mu
Jangan bawaku
kembali ke tasik pilu

Buat baik

kalo hang buat baik kat aku, aku try buat baik banyak2 kat hang. kalo hang pedajal kat aku. Aku serah hang kat Tuhan. Hang tu kena ingat Tuhan. Akai ada ka?

Kawan baru~~

Alkisah pagi yg hening ini diberitakan oleh cleaner akan kehadiran dua ekor anak kucing yg takde ibu bapa.
So, dah rindu sangat kt safee saya kan, saya pergi la amik anak2 kucing itu ke dalam kotak. Sekor warna oren, sekor warna kelabu. yang warna oren nie kuat mengiau. sedih pulak. Yang kelabu tu sebijik macam Safee saya. Cuma mata dia tak dapat buka. Kena cuci mata dia. Mula-mula bagi dia minum susu pekat yang dah dibancuh. Kawan cakap jangan guna susu tu. diorang tak minum. SO, dia buatkan susu dari creamer kat pantry. Yang kelabu tu tak nampak, so dia tumpahkan. Nasib baik atas lantai. tak pasal2 kena cuci. Diorang minum atas lantai la. Kawan cakap minum smapai kering lantai tu.. hahaha.. Tapi diorang minum sikit je...

Sekarang tengah tido diorang nie.. aman sikit. Ada yang takut denang anak2 kucing ni sebab diorang kotor. Takpe la ek. kita balik rumah nanti kita mandi sama-sama...

First love song

It's summer time
I can see the sun is blazing
with the wind blow my hair
I smile again

My first love song
is on air
Oh I can't forget the past
what we had together

My first love song
I still remember
it was raining heavily
you lent me your coat
and put me in your warm hug
I'm in love for first time

but time had made us
to be apart
I still remember you
writing letters for you
sometimes calling to you
to hear your lovely voice in my mind

As we grew up on this land
I saw each others' plan
you have a dear I can't stand
Then I put things an end

This my first love song
I'm glad to have it here
as my memory I can't let it go
but I have to go move on

Should I take you as my dear again?
Well, I'm not with anyone but my bitter love
Please do not come into my life again
I'm happy and crazy enough
to live my life the fullest

I think I'll put an end

Blue skies upon my eyes
and the warm breeze kiss my cheek
I think the last string had broken
I don't think I'll have
to do this again

The shore is white with its sand
and the wave keeps coming to my feet
I put my heart in it
now I want to feel free
from you

They pick me when I was needed
They left me when I'm in trouble
who would see this as a friendship?
I think I'll put an end

They think I'm stupid
who just like the kitchen
I do really like it
but you must help me

Doing all things
like I'm a slave for you?
I'm sorry I'm not your Britney
I think I'll put an end

Bring me to the Ilse of nowhere
I think I can live myself
put me on the top of the tree
I can go down easily

Because I never be like
the first time I met you
You will never see my sympathy
as I'm done with you

Comel~~~~

DIA SANGAT COMEL BILA DIA TIDUR

*kucing saya, Safee. tgh rindu dia. dah lama tak balik rumah. dok rumah kwn pompuan sy.. huhuhu...

You and Me

We're never talked
nor look at each other
You are a bright star
which shine with glory

I just walked the pace on my own
to see if i can see my own light
I'm just a glowing insect
at the riverside

looking to your light makes me smile
when your light sparkle, I'm happy
because you make my day
and so do other stars' shines

I wanna fly
to be a bright star
like you on the sky.
lighten the night
but i just a small light
it's a big difference
you and me

When I was green with envy
I just could see you from distant
Watching you
glowing
admiring you
if i could reach such bright star

when i see you again,
what i wanna see
a bright star upon my eyes
which i admired
which i miss

I'll wait for you
wait for you
to glow your light
and i keep this between
you and me

Kosong

Hari ini datang kerja lewat sikit. Tak pe. Flexible hour. Datang lambat, balik lambat la.

Masuk department, sunyi. Diam. Pelik, sebab memang selama nie pun tak pernah bising. dengar lagu pun, Indon, Patah hati, lagu dangdut, lagu melayu.
Hari nie rasa kosong, biarpun Sakinah asek cakap internet tak laju. Masih kosong.
En Syukri tanya "Bile habis intern?" "Lambat lagi."

Lunch awal, ada gulai telur itik. Tanya akak kantin, telur apa? "Ayam" Pelik. Tak pernah nampak gulai telur ayam camtuh. Dekat Pukul 2 baru nak pergi solat. Surau rasa kosong. Memang kosong sebab takde orang.

Kenapa hari nie rasa kosong? Kosong sangat. Main lagu Britney Spears, Radar, rasa kosong, tukar lagu Gurindam Jiwa pun rasa kosong. Pergi surau rasa kosong. Tengok meja Hanis pun rasa kosong. Even selama ni tak pernah rasa kosong pun. Pelik.

Balik rumah naik motor dengan Hanis pun rasa kosong. Something missing. and I miss the thing very much.

Sampai rumah nampak present dari Duan and Lan. Owh.. baru faham kenapa hari nie rasa kosong.

Kalau main lagu Radar mesti nyanyi dengan Fatimah....
Kalau buka lagu Gurindam Jiwa mesti kena tumbuk dengan Ain, sebab lagu sayu sangat.. haha...
Kalau pergi surau mesti jumpa Lan dengan Duan...
Kalau balik naik motor dengan Hanis mesti Duan buat perangai kat tepi... hahaha... nakal...

Walaupun sekejap je jumpa, rasa sedih sangat sebab semua dah habis.

Minggu nie Alif dan Shahril ek?
Lambat lagi kan nak habis internship nie.... haish...

Leaving and leaving....

More and more practical students are leaving my company.
Pretty sad coz we've been quite crazy for a short time.
Thanx to Encik Eddie for bringing us to iPOCS, we did know each other better.

Last week, Fatimah and Ain just finished their internship. Totally finished and looking for a job. Ain is coming this May, Fatimah still has no news bout her.

Duan and Lan this week.

Shahril and Alif next week

E-pull on June

And us finally on July 15th.

Me? If I have to stay, might be longer.

Crazy, two weekends full of activities, outings and crazy stuff.
Mind if we did again if you guys work in Petlin? hahahaha....

Kisah Dua Hari

Semalam
Bulan 4 nie ramai dah nak habis practical. So dua orang aweks nie pon buat jugak la gathering tuk kitorang. Dah kamching dah lepas iPOCS, Pergi jalan-jalan Kuala terengganu. So petang Khamis tu kitorang pergi gather kat Tanjung Batu (mentang2 dapt pot baru kan.. hahaha..) Sapekah awek2 tu? Mereka ialah Fatimah Nur Zahra yg mesti hot sentiasa, dan Zunnurain yg comel lote. Pada informasi anda (FYI), mereka nie masih single, eh, Ain dah kena amik dah. so melepas la korang kan.. hahaha...
Ramai2 kitorang makan kek! dari Secret Recipe. Kek SR nie agak muak sket kalo makan banyak2.. tp makn je la kan.. tak tahu la kenapa la kan, mesti ada leftover. One slice lg, xde org nak rembat. So apa lagi kan, sebagai pemilik perut bunting 4 bulang, maka mulut aq pun makan la slice terakhir tu. tu tak tambah dengan kek daun n ain yg aku rembat skali..
Ye la, daripada membazir, baik habiskan. Kenyang setan dalam perut tu.. hahahaha...

Nie awek2.... mai.. mai.. 2 ringgit selonggok... hahaha...
yg atas kayu tu ain, yg satu lg tu mestilah fatimah...hahaha...

Kelmarin (2 hari lepas)

Kisah 1
Pagi, nak pergi kerja, naik keta dengan Faiz. Tengah borak2 best2... tiba2 nampak sorang motorcyclist tgh terbaring atas lantai.
Accident. tak pernah tengok depan mata. but we just arrived a few minutes after the accident. The helmet was still spinning on the road.
Some said kena langgar lari, some said salah motorcyclist sendiri. My belief? Hit and Run. Mostly la kan. Motorcyclist selalu kena langgar nie.

Kisah 2
I was jogging in the evening. My mind still wondering the incident that morning. Once I was about to pass a junction, two motorcyclist were coming from behind. I stopped for a while, waiting for the motorcyclist to pass the junction. One of them slipped and fell down. in front of ME! followed with another one. Chinese boys, I was sure. I helped him to pick his motorcycle and that make me feel scarier to have a motorcycle.
My brother is sending me his motorcycle to me. Initially, i refused, but then I think may be it's not a bad idea to have a motorcycle, after seeing all those things? Call me freak, Yes I am! Hahaha...

Forgiveness, is a bless for human

Dear friend,
I'm sorry for not being able to talk to you for several days. I'm quite busy right now with some tasks until I too forgot to finish my core task in my place. About the news i heard from you, i sympathized with the situation but all of this is out of our control.
Dear,
When we truly loved someone, we love them until we die. When we have fight with them, we didn't meant to. It's just a spice in our life. but when it turns out into a big quarrel, forgiveness is the medicine for all hurt feeling we endure after the quarrel. We just merely a single person who do not know what we are going to face in the future. However, if we have the gut to forgive, we have open the door of Bless from our God. God knows what better for us.
We cried, we run, we fill our soul with wrath, shouting, cursing and do all nonsense things we think might rationale to be done when we are in misery.
But in the end, who knows there is something we never see it? we never know it? It is the point where we have to stop all the nonsense acts and start to think positive about what we had gone through. Praying for God is the best way for us to forgive the person. once we forgive everything, God will make come to us of what we want. Our good intention should be paid once our action is carried out according to what we set in our heart.
Love, what else a person need in his/her life? a person need to love and being loved. It will make our world more peaceful than now. if everybody understand and nurture this value in all aspect of life, I think the word "WAR" has no meaning at all. Love too drives people crazy, insane in their world. But we my dear, as a human, we have to balance the love in our life. Love is a feeling which make us calm, warm and the most important, it makes us happy.

That's all for tonight. It's a bit late I assume. I'm finishing a cake now, with two layers. wish me luck. and to you too.
:D

Plan your Industrial Training. You'll never regret it.

Hi there! It has been more than 1 month I'm having my industrial training. I'm glad I still enjoy my training because this training taught me lots of things (I mean it, ouwh~) and of course I'm doing something related to my studies. but more with multimedia, not software. However, instead of looking it from bad side, hey! I'm learning an interesting thing here. I adores those who masters in the film making and montage making, you're the sifu! I salute those who have the brains to think out of the box to show the world the most jaw-dropping and magnificent artwork.

I think all my friends are happy with their internship placements. I hope this positive attitude will never last in our life. So for those who are planning for your coming internship placement, do not feel weird to plan from now because it's never late to plan for the future. I heard some people complaining they have to do some tasks which are not related to their field. Let me tell you honey, you choose the company, the job scope and you must make sure your training must have something to do with your field. Never say any regretful thought once you have started your training. Why don't we look through some steps to search for a compatible company with your career prospect.

1. CHOOSE
What are you expecting from your internship? having a better understanding in your field? or just to pas by the internship because you want to finish your studies immediately. If you are looking for work related to your field, choose the companies which their core business is related to your field. If you want to choose something out of your field, you can choose other companies too. but later, do not regret with your choice you made. Remember.

2. PLAN
Plan which company you would like to work with. There are tonnes of them out there. First, choose the company which has the highest rank. Go for the best! DO NOT limit yourselves towards one company only. Make a list of companies you would like to have your industrial training. Make it until 20 to 30 companies. No worry, we just open ourselves for an option.

2. RESEARCH
do some researches regarding the companies you would like to go. Open their websites and learn what services they offer for you. Some companies will provide some information about industrial training they provide for practical students. They are hunting for people with top attitudes for their companies so it's your choice to perform your best work later. Please make yourself available for any talks from companies who visited your university. who knows you can find your placement when you attend the talk? And search the company core business and how you as practical students can learn from the company.

3. APPLY
Once you are convinced there are several companies which you like to have your internship, apply to the company with a proper approach. Use proper words and if you received any offer from any company. Do not simply decline an offer. and Please, do inform Person-In-Charge from SIIU so they will know your status. and never feel lazy to call them. if you try to tell them n receive no reply from them, that is not our problem. Ahakz~

4. CONFIRM
If you have made your mind to accept the offer, please reply your confirmation immediately. If you do that, you have make at least 3 people smile; you, the HR personnel who call you, SIIU personnel who handle your internship. The rest, Insya Allah you will face no problem.

5. LOCATE
It is wise for you to find the nearest house to your workplace because you do not want to increase your transportation cost. If your internship place is near to your house, why not just stay at your house. Free accommodation and food. You just need to worry bout the transportation only. But if it is far away from your hometown, it is better to find the house and some housemates~ it is quite expensive to pay the house rent by yourself. So do plan where are you staying and with whom you are going to share your house.

6. FOCUS
This point has no relation to the internship. Just focus on your final exam. Do not get distracted with this thing. but still you can carry on with confirmation of the house, the deposit, ect.

Any way, Good Luck peeps!

Sakit gigi nie....

4 hari nie sakit gigi... sakit gile.... dah la kat geraham... pastu separuh hidup lak... bayangkan sakitnye bak midi cakap sakit paling teruk lepas bersalin. Mood tak elok, kawan pm gtalk pon buat bodo jer. kawan datang pun buat bodo je. kena mengunyah byk2. call me cazy.. it worked. So hari ni baru pergi jumpa doktor. doctor ckp syg nak buang gigi sebab separuh dr gigi masih hidup aka masih melekat. So kalo nak cabut kena pergi kemaman. xtaw la cmane. minggu depan pergi lagi tuk scaling. Nak cuci gigi.. hahaha.. gigi aq dah kotor sgt la... dah berus gigi sekalipun.
so sori kpd kwn2 yg aq xlayan ek. sakit gigi la... sv pon aq buat dono je.. padahal kena siapkan video minggu depan.. huhu.. sori sv~

*gmbr gigi xboleh tunjuk. buruk bebenor nak tunjuk...

Happy Birthday Miss Nini

Merry Christmas!!!!

Dear Jill, Joyce, Stephanie and David and all my Christian friends,

Merry Christmas!!!!

And to all my friends,

Happy holiday!!!!

It's Monsoon, Baby!

Hi there!
Gosh! It has been a week. AGAIN! Thank God I'd bought a broad band service. Seriously, I really need the Internet. Not for entertainment only, but for my work. But of course most of the time i used it for entertainment. Just Facebook and blogging. not that many. May be i take a look on Glee newest episodes, looking for a new attractive videos from the cast.
It's monsoon season in Terengganu. It was raining heavily today, starting from yesterday. our house has no proper drainage. Thus our drain is filled with water, and MOSQUITOs. They were like an army of mosquito and a bit stupid cause i can grab them with bare hand. and they are big too. Aedes is common here. Some places around Paka, Kerteh, Kijal and Kemasik can't be passed by cars. the road were flooded with waters.Some of our friends were stranded and they got a holiday! It's not fair! Muahahahaha... Well, it's not my luck to be there. Work must go on.
Internship? My training? It was awesome. but sometimes I felt useless as I had not much knowledge on the field I am pursuing right now. Taking IT while practicing HSE. It's pretty tough huh? What I'd learnt from previous week is, I need to be more proactive, more participating and ask more questions if I don't understand. Plus, I need to think ahead. I hope I can do much better this week. I have a task to complete a video. 5-8 minutes video. Hurm, I was not that into video even though it is interesting. Let me see through the story board. I have been looking at my laptop for almost 5 hours with Microsoft powerpoint, picture manager, adobe photoshop and paint. I was sick today!

Hatred. I am sick of my weakness to hate people. I have been living with hatred for more than one year. I know I did a big mistake. May be i still don't learn my lesson. I hope I can fully forget the past and start with a new leaf. I don't mind if the sweetness that we have today is a lie, because I rather live my life with lies rather than crying for my regret. It seems we heard about this before huh? Even though we explicitly seen have no problem, we are still scarred with our past. I hate to admit it and now I have to.

May be this time I really need to let it go.

A week of working life

Hi there! It has been a week I didn't update my blog. pretty busy. and no Internet too.. I almost die of not having Internet.
Well, regarding the title, It's not really a week. Just a few days of working time. I'm in PETLIN (M) SDN BHD. About my work, let keep it a secret. I just don't like to mention my work here. May be I'll talk bout my life in Paka, Terengganu.

Just one thing I'm sure.

God, I don't know I should thank You or doubt You. Most of my wishes turned completely different. Your Plan is always unexpected. Help me to go through this 10 months with no problem.
The more you tried to run away, the more it come closer to you.
To what extend this statement is valid in my life? I leave everything to You.